| I got a new email address everybody... this one I can check on this computer! YAY!
psychosugar9@gmail.com
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So yesterday Mark, Missy, Jonathan and I went to Baltimore. We pretty much drove for 2 hours just to eat down there lol. We ate at this Irish bar called Tir Na Nog. It was really good, I got a crabcake! It was really awesome. I love out sporadic trips to random cities lol. They're so much fun. 
 
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| I can take the rain
on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on
with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and
again I pretend I'm ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of
losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed,
livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade,
give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Nothing makes sense anymore.
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| I wish I could just leave and move to a new city where no one knew me, and I could start all over, and I could come back here whenever I wanted.
I hate this. |
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